Monday, October 5, 2009

i'm feeling so guilty

ever since i joined the civil service, many times i'm feeling so guilty towards dear as i'm spending less time with her. especially these 2-3 months where our wedding is approaching, i'm unable to help out much as many of my weekends are going to be burnt due to many major international events happening in singapore and i'm involved in them as well.

dear, i know that you are uncomfortable that my schedule is so packed and i can understand you being angry at times as a result. however i really hope that you can understand my situation as its really beyond my control, from the chain of incidents that happened from april which will carry on till our big day. as such we really have to allocate time properly and i'm glad that you came up with the schedule for us to follow. for those things that you can do and make decision without me i hope that you can just proceed with it as you deem appropriate.

the following weeks ahead will be really tight for me, so please be understanding and i'm confident that we will be ready for the big day.

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